My Introduction

 Firstly, introducing myself, 

Who Am I? Where Am I? What do I do? Why Am I an Awkward Kid ?

Well, I am not a kid in the literal sense, in fact, quite the opposite. I am a 33-year-old Indian woman who is now currently settled far far away from India, in a middle eastern country called Bahrain.

Then, why do I call myself a kid? Because I still feel I am that kid that wanted to get acknowledged in a room full of people, to be loved, to be cared and to be wanted. I still feel sorry for the little kid that got ignored but always craved a little love and attention.

Neither of which the little kid in me experienced, this blog is just for the little Shruthi to know, that I acknowledge what happened to her and why she is not responsible for anything, and neither did she have any control over the situations she was put in.

Why am I an Awkward kid, because this kid has always been awkward to ask for anything that she ever wanted plainly out of being shy or feeling less deserving. I would never ever say anything even at the cost of my own peace of mind.

I don't know how much i could write or if i am even good at it but I feel this is the way I could just say what my heart feels and not feel guilty about it.

Lets just say, this is my digital diary